It seems some time since I last wrote on here, and who knows who reads this really. However I feel like I should keep it up, even if I do ramble on a bit.
I am freshly back from the cottages in Wales, for another year of holidays in Wales with friends and it gets me thinking about it. It must be the 4th or 5th year this year and the only one who has been constant is me, people have come close but have fallen at the last hurdle so to speak. It made me laugh as well, thinking of last year when I came from a BBQ to wales, and this year going from Wales to a BBQ. To most people this would seem quite odd that I mention this but last year was very different and I know it is almost a year ago and stuff but it does not mean that you don't secretly wish that some people were still around a little more, people that made you laugh etc, I am not saying by any means that I did not this year, far from it, but you have to admit things changed a lot. From people moving away to people starting to see others in different light and you not in that way. Last year was different and yes I miss it and them a fair bit, but it is their decisions at the end of the day.
Anyway it seems that I am rambling again, something I do well with some people or if I am aloud to type my own opinions. Perhaps leaving the county it seems alright to say things that normally would not be said, perhaps it is listening to the one album that makes me think of somebody loving me, but perhaps it is just being back at a place where I believed I was really happy.
