Last night a BMW nearly forced me into the hedge, about ten meters away from our drive. Too far over into the road and switching his full beams on when he got near me, putting me into complete dazzling light.
On the plus side i just pulled over and was fine, but this was not the panic of the night. Having a minor panic that i wanted to be on the BA instead of the foundation was just the first of two minor panics. The foundation is a year shorter and originally i was pretty sure i wanted to do it. Now I'm more unsure, so Que. the meeting tomorrow with my tutor. I suppose last year not working out much all round, made me think that staying at home and taking the slightly shorter course would make it easier if it did not work out. Now I am a little more positive that the course will work out.
But on that note I now panic slightly that i should have moved into halls. I know I'm quite anti halls sometimes but i would quite like to be around people and well move out of home. The problem with moving out really is Dad going into one of his massive 'sulks'. They seem to have started last night, so the fun here starts tonight when i get back. I don't think that moving out any other way would be acceptable to him. This way at least he knows it's for 'my education'!!
My job on another note, has gone back down to 10 hours per week and it's looking like I'm going to have to cut more and more over the year. I do feel tired of working there most nights now. But then I could easily stay at home, like i planned. Keep working, not piss anyone off and keep doing, traveling, college and work nights then repeat for a few more nights... Then am I really wanting to go out all the time?
aggghhhhh...
Right work, bad music and lifting, this is going to be fun *keeps telling herself the money will come in use*
